I haven’t written much lately, and it’s only because there’s so much going on and so much to keep up to, that I simply haven’t found the time. Don’t worry, I haven’t forgotten about you 🙂 . I need you now more than ever.
You must help me. I’m lost (yet again). Bear with me.
I’m in love with the most marvelous person in the world. Her voice is like the song of the sea, her touch the gentle warmth of the rising sun, her heart the biggest gem in the world and her soul, a raging fire.
But of course, that’s just a few things so wonderful about her. I could go days describing her.
As my luck would have it:
a. She’s In love with someone else (who happens to be the perfect human minus the emotion known as love)
b. She also happens to be my best friend.
So, as you can probably guess, I’m in a continuous cycle of frustration, bitterness and guilt.
I will never be the one. I’m her best friend, I know her well enough to know I’m never going a subject of her feelings. There’s nothing that can be done.
What do you do when the only thing your heart really desires is deemed impossible, even by yourself – for even if , by some miracle, this desire were to be fulfilled, you would inadvertently screw it up, for that is your nature?
That’s not all, unfortunately.
Her monsters are back, stronger and more dangerous as ever.